One Who Calls

1 Sam. 3:1-10; John 1:43-51

January 15, 2005

Let’s begin this morning with a short word-association game: what’s the first thing that pops into your mind when I say, “Jesus”?

 

So, first things first: who is this Jesus, and what might it possibly mean to be one of his followers? Is he the one who will return to earth with a great army and subdue the forces of the antichrist like in the Left Behind books? Is he the “political philosopher” who most influenced President Bush? Is he the “revolutionary” of John Dominic Crossan[1] or the “wisdom of God”[2] that Marcus Borg suggests? Certainly “Jesus” is among the first things for any Christian and for any community of faith that calls itself Christian. Jesus is among the first things, but Jesus is also among the most difficult for many folks. We may think this is something new, something particular to our postmodern age, but we’d be mistaken in that.

With the rise of historical criticism in the 19th century came a wave of questions about Jesus; concerns perhaps best captured in Albert Schweitzer’s The Quest of the Historical Jesus. Schweitzer called Jesus “an eschatological prophet whose message of the imminent coming of the reign of God is utterly strange to the modern world.”[3]

So we might think the “Jesus problem” is a modern concern, but, again, we’d be mistaken. There have been high Christologies and low Christologies in every age. In the Reformation, we can hear Martin Luther proclaim, “When Jesus Christ utters a word, he opens his mouth so wide that it embraces all heaven and earth, even though that word be but in a whisper. The word of the emperor is powerful, but that of Jesus Christ governs the whole universe.”[4]

We might think the “Jesus problem” arose in the Reformation, but we’d be mistaken.

Jesus has always been a challenge, and his challenge has been the center of Christian thinking for 2,000 years. The church fathers struggled, and adopted various formulations to describe Jesus including the fourth-century Nicene Creed’s “God of God, Light of Light, Very God of Very God, begotten, not made, being of one substance with the Father by whom all things were made;” and the fifth-century Chalcedonian affirmation that Jesus is “consubstantial with the Father,” which is to say fully human and fully divine.

So we might be forgiven for thinking that the “Jesus problem” arose in response to early church controversies and heresies, but, again, we’d be mistaken.

Indeed, as far back as New Testament times Jesus was the most difficult challenge for an emerging faith community. Beginning with our passage in John, Jesus’ contemporaries are full of questions and doubts: “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” asks Nathaniel. 

The crowds, according to various gospel reports, were confused. Some called him Elijah, some Moses, some John the Baptist. The apostle Paul refers to Jesus’ story as a scandal (I Cor. 1:18). Peter calls Jesus, “the messiah,” the Christ. Of course, a bit later on, when the authorities come crashing down all around them, Peter says, “I don’t know him.”

You see, from theological misunderstandings to outright denials, Jesus has always challenged the life and faith and thought of those whose lives he touches.

So, again, first things first: who is this Jesus, and what might it possibly mean to be one of his followers?

Theologians and people of faith have approached these questions from dozens upon dozens of directions, and employed scores of methodologies. This morning I want to proceed by way of story. Stories are not systematic theologies, and they may raise as many questions as they answer, but, as Jesus clearly understood, God often works in and through stories.

We’ll begin with the stories from scripture that we have heard this morning. Each of them underscores something crucial about Jesus and the experience of encountering Jesus, for each of these stories insists on the centrality of vocation, on voice, on call and on response. While the call of Samuel has nothing directly to do with Jesus, it reminds us that call is often directed as the least expected people, in this case, a child. The story reminds us that call is often a process that must be repeated. Samuel doesn’t get it the first time. The story also reminds us that call usually leads disciples toward challenging acts of service. In this case, Samuel is called to tell his master, Eli, that the house of Eli is corrupt and that its end is near.

The call of Nathaniel and Phillip likewise teaches us about call. It reminds us that call involves doubt: “Can anything good come from Nazareth?” It reminds us that call is not a blueprint: Jesus simply says, “come and see.” Both stories remind us that call insists upon a response, and that the response comes in faith.

So, again, who is this Jesus? Jesus is one who calls. Jesus calls. Whatever else Jesus may be for the heart of faith, Jesus does not sit enthroned in a distant palace. No, Jesus calls.

The historical Jesus, the human being from Nazareth, called disciples. Death on a cross did not still the call. The Christ of faith, the living Christ, calls followers still.

I am a witness here.

Now I don’t have dramatic story – no blinding light on the road to Damascus like the apostle Paul, no radical turning from prosecution to proclamation, not even any persistent voices in the night.

I don’t have a story of finding deep peace in the midst of persecution, like Dr. King’s midnight assurance in the midst of the Montgomery bus boycott that God would be with him always even as he was called to preach and prophecy and proclaim a radical gospel of love and justice. And you all know that I would love nothing more than to pause right now and preach a King Day sermon, but this year, first things come first and I am confident that Dr. King would understand and forgive even though my own desire is always to preach in the mode of King.

No, I don’t have a story like that. Nevertheless, I am a witness here. I know the reality of encounter with the risen Christ. I know that Jesus calls disciples still because I have heard him call my name.

I will confess to a certain denseness around all this, a denseness born at the intersection of doubt and desire. Because I know an overdeveloped sense of doubt, and because I have always had a deep desire to do things my own way, it has taken Jesus a lot of time and effort to get my attention. I first began to sense a call to discipleship and, in particular, into ministry, when I was a teenager. I was in my mid-thirties before I finally accepted an invitation that had been offered continuously, in all kinds of ways, for the better part of two decades. I would not be at all surprised to find that Jesus wonders regularly if I’ve been worth the effort.

I do not consider myself exemplary in faith or in service or in theology, and I often wonder if there hasn’t been some mistaken identity, so I offer my own story not as a guide to discipleship or ministry or faith or service. Perhaps I offer it, rather, as a cautionary tale!

More seriously, I offer my story because I do think that one aspect of it may ring true for you. It involves the intersection of doubt and desire. It’s a matter of amazing grace, and God’s deep sense of humor that I should be a leader in a faith community that brazenly announces the welcome of those with faith and doubts. After all, how could a leader with as many doubts as I have always had be of any use to people who come here with their own deep doubts?

If I do have anything at all to offer to you in your own doubts it is mere story. Stories like being in a van full of teenagers driving into New York City for a week-long mission trip and suddenly being overwhelmed by this pervasive sense of deep calm and an all but vocal assurance that said, “David, you are in the right place at this very moment.” Stories like being on the Gulf Coast in the midst of the chaos that Katrina wrought and talking with 80-something year old Mr. Jackson as we removed his belongings from the house he had lived in his entire life and feeling that exact same sense of peace and that same all but vocal assurance that said, “David, you are in the right place at this very moment.”

Or being in the midst of a group of Presbyterians from Northeast Ohio offering a desperate plea for peace at the front gate of the White House and feeling that same peace and that same assurance. Or being in the mountains outside of Denver with another group of teenagers as a homeless man sang “American Pie” and experiencing that strange peace and assurance again. Or sitting in my study here and assuring a young man that God loves him, that he is not going to hell because he is gay. Or sitting in this sanctuary and receiving the gifts of worship leadership from men or women cast aside by the broader culture because of their sexuality. Or of overcoming my own sheer terror of wasps as I helped rebuild a roof on a house in West Virginia and knowing – even as I wielded high-pressure cans of poison in each had and did my best Rambo impersonation and dispatched dozens of God’s own creatures with a certain perverse glee – knowing even there a profound peace and assurance that I was in the right place at that very moment.

Jesus calls us, and if we move our own intersection of doubt and desire into places of deep need in the world, we will feel his peace and hear his assurance and know without doubt – even if only for a moment – know without doubt that Jesus calls us to come and see.

So, who is Jesus? There is so much more to say, but, first things first: Jesus is one who calls.

The key is to find the thin places in the world, the places where the still small voice of love that God speaks in Jesus Christ can penetrate the cacophony of the culture. Those thin places lie on the margins and are peopled by the outcasts, the poor, the marginalized, the powerless, the young, the aged, the sick, the mourning, peacemakers, those persecuted for righteousness sake, those who hunger and thirst for justice. If you want to hear Jesus’ call, get you now to a thin place. For Jesus is still calling disciples. Come and see.

Not only that, but Jesus calls us to come and serve – to come and serve the world with love and compassion, with mercy and with justice. Jesus is still calling. Come and see.

 



[1] John Dominic Crossan, Jesus: A Revolutionary Biography (San Francisco: Harper, 1994). Crossan also says that Jesus comes “as one unknown” (194).

[2] Marcus Borg, Meeting Jesus Again for the First Time (San Francisco: Harper, 1994) 96-118.

[3] Schweitzer’s view as summarized in Daniel L. Migliore, Faith Seeking Understanding (Grand Rapids, Mich.: Eerdmans, 1991) 140.

[4] Martin Luther, The Table-Talk of Martin Luther, CCXXX (Philadelphia: Reformed Documents) on line at www.reformed.org/documents.